missin the empty streets of pune!!

hmmmm..nostalgia runs high on one of these days when the rains drop hit the tarmac streets incesstantly...creating that dibble dabble of that soul seeping noise!...

shhaam tanha si lage...hmmm...sab se hum bekhabarr..

i rem wen me nd my partner in our nocturnal crimes...speeding on the empty streets of the city...wading thru the dim lanes...quite in our senses...yet gung ho...feelin a bit high...highh on life...singin....quite unmoved by nythin around...me just lookin at the moon wen the 2 tyre contraption just wades thru the dead red signals blaring that innocuous orange sign to slow down...but we just do the opposite..

tere jaane se ..tere jaane se..mai adhura reh gaya!!
hmmmmm..sabhi se hum bekhabar...ummmm...
..
the winds blowing on my face..sends trickles of cold drops down my face ...she asks me whether m cryin...i dnt reply...she drives on....we dnt explain ourselves to eachother..
she just understands when i just phase out nd get lost out of this system....nt comprehending what's happening around us...the bike just rides past the empty streets...i hug her....she bends back to comfort my vulnerable self...


phoolon ke rang dhu mill..hummm.
lagne lage hai sabhii...yuu aayi khaamoshiyaan..
muskurati hai shokhiyaan...sune pal hai paheliyaan...
chedti hai badliyaan..ahh haaa haa..hummmm...

she tries and revive me by sayin smthin ...askin somethin..
but i dnt respond...but the silence isn't awkward..
once we reach home we r ready to crash...but then i come outta my hole...nd burst out into smthin just vague...random...she laughs ..nd giggles...tells me to sleep off..but i keep on going berserk...the nite just grows darker...the songs playin in the background ..the earthy smell of coffee brewing in the background leaves the nostalgic feelings damp with moisture...just like new dew drops on a flower in early morning..just a peaceful..innocent existence...which fizzles out when the sunshine falls once the day breaks out...
even she has faded away like that dew drop..out of my life...but that innocent awkward silence exists...pervading my soul...seething into my deepest ruins...reining in tightly...as if it knows i'm being smothered under its tentacles..

waqt ki kaid mai ...zindagi hai magarr..
chand ghadiyaan yahi hai jo azzaad hai!!
inko kho kar meri jaane jaa..
umrrr bhar na taraste raho!!

she just smiles benignly...though she looks past the moon everynite..
though she tries to find every detail hidden in my life around her...she conceals her emotion very well..just a break a smile once here..
but she gives me that look frm smwhr remote..i feel it here..
i miss her...feel the void..nd then move on..


shaam tanha si lage...hummmm..
sabhi se hum bekhabhar!!!

waiting on the world to change!!!

we living in such tumultuous times dat it seems sometimes dat we are all in a big bad dream...
everybdy is waiting fer it to end...people still cnt believe it dat something so hugely nerve racking has shaken the grounds beneath their sturdy feet!!
why is everyone in a hibernation i dnt undrstand sometimes....we have a cmplete disregard fer other human beings ....doesn't move us until it hits us rite on our faces!!
yup...nd dat has happened at last....we all have been a hit by a common force ...to teach us dat we all are "one" afterall...
we have to deal with the troubles together....
thr is some helpless guy thr in Nigeria...who inspite of his country's prosperity in terms of petro wealth cnt manage food fer himself & his family...
kids are workng rite now as m typin this sitting comfortably in an air conditioned room in some drab unhumanly dingy room making shoes..dealing wid some dangerous toxic chemicals ...overworked...overexploited...having no childhood nd diminishing their futures as well....
kids in N.Korea haven't seen clean drinking water in years..thanks to the cruel mocking dictatorship they face since years...they r compelled to quench their thirst drinking frm the gutters...thr's no school ..no gifts...no christmas....no new shoes...no new bicycle!!...
they question their existence everyday...
thr are people in places like darfur...who still fighting fer their freedom wen we here are completely taking each day of our lives fer granted...
people still live in fear dat someone might just enter their doors nd end their lives...
how many of us really knw fear in its complete morbid form....
how many times in a day do we have to take a decision, consciously or otherwise dat affects our lives drastically...
how many times do we have dat life altering experience...so that we mend our ways...nd stop exploiting our freedom, our system, our values!!
its time we change...
dnt wait fer dat change to happen ...
everybdy has potential to ignite that gr8 fire of change....
respect nd have gratitude fer the planet, the home , the life u live in...
rem...we won't be able to change somethings after its too late...
wake up before its too late.....